Monday, August 24, 2015

You're Actually Doing Ok

       Write another blog
       Here I am to write another blog.
       She went down town
       I stayed uptown.

       She went to Chinatown.
       I stayed home.
       She knew me.
       I knew her.

       I stayed here.
       She went away.
       Now we're both happy.
       Cliched

       I know.
       But its all about being happy.
       So relax.
       Your doing OK.

       You're probably doing really OK for your situation.
       After all the miles you've walked.
       And you've got nowhere.
       And you just look in that puddle and
       See You

       Know you're different.
       But the worlds the same.
       So forget them.
       It's just takes time.

       So you're not perfect
       I assure everyone
       No one is.
       Just start climbing upwards.

       It's all the same.
       You know.
       She knows.
       But some day that puddle'll tell you different.

This is what I was listening to while I wrote this.
Someone New--Hosier
Stay Strong. Don't give in. Congratulate yourself. You're actually doing OK.

Shout Out To Kendric Oldenberg. You're a great magician. Here's his Youtube Channel.

                                                                                             INDICA
\\/ \/ Yup :)

Friday, July 24, 2015

Hey Baes

          Hey baes. I know you thought I'd never come back but I did.
          I never give up. LOL I'm about to start a whole bunch of stuff and I'm just trying to keep my life balanced.
          Things get complicated but it's great to remember life really is awesome. You don't know all the answers but I bet you can think up some good things. So lets all try to focus on the good things we know and not the unanswered questions. It doesn't mean we aren't going to encounter pain. I just don't want to live in a cloud of it. Especially with out a good reason. So I do know some things: love. It may be a crazy ride but it's worth it. For the moments. Life. The challenge, the discipline you have to have to get what you want. It might not always to be awesome that moment but it's worth it. The breaks,t the rewards. Knowing that your one step closer to getting this thing right :)

Friday, June 12, 2015

Math

         OK so I'm sitting here studying math. That isn't going so well so I'm doing other stuff. I take the ACT tomorrow.
        This weeks been a busy week. A lot has happened. I got some makeup. I got the results to the math part of my GED (I failed it the first time.) I passed and now I am an official graduate. LOL At least that is done. And done pretty well I might say. I know I should be studying, but every time I start it's hard and I don't like it, and I don't understand the answers. So pretty much I'm three. And I'm procrastinating.
           Other than the math thing my life is going really well. I was really stressed out, but now I've calmed down. The world is hardly over and I'm doing good. So long--
                                                                                              INDICA
\/ \/ \/ Yup :)
         

Friday, June 5, 2015

              Hello peoples. Well life has it's ups and downs. But right now I feel hopeful. I came up and I went down. Now I'm trying to find my up again. LOL But everything feels pretty good. So long--
                                                                                                INDICA
                                                                                               
                                                            \/ \/ \/ Yup

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Well This Got Weird

             Hello guys. It's my lazy Tuesday off. My first and only of this week.
             As far as recent developments go there's not many. I do want to start drawing comic strips though. I've always loved to draw them, but I've only did like three. I'm really bad at drawing. Anyway I like making them, so that's what I'm going to start doing.
            Next month I may get my drivers license. That's a development that's long in coming. My save for a car is going well. I don't know how long, but it shouldn't be long 'till I have a car.
          My job at the store is going OK. I'm way better at. It's still difficult but I just rather go to work than not. I'm just not one of those people who stay at home. I just need to get out of the house.
        Speaking of that; I've made a little change in plans. I've decided on a different college that I want to go to. I had a first and second choice college. It was a hard decision, but ultimately I looked at the courses of both degrees at the colleges. And one is way better than the other. It does a lot of research and has a quite a few scholarships. One particular that I'm interested in.
          I think I've been living in reality more. And I actually think it's been good for me. After all our lives are the reality that we pick. And I'm proud of the one I've picked: civil engineering (no matter how hard it'll be), helping people, creating stuff, etc. It'll have it's hard times, but those are something I own too. Even now while things aren't great as they can be. I've kicked a lot of demons. A lot of bullies. And even the bad times teach us stuff--
                                                                                                  INDICA
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Wednesday, May 13, 2015

First Person Narrative

          I think I'm going to try to write this blog as chapters of of life in first person narrative. So it's gonna look a little weird at first, but I think it'll turn out awesome.
         I'm not gonna do the whole chapter thing. But I do want this to be a long term thing. (I'm gonna try it anyway.)
         By the way I'm taking my ACT on June 13th, and I'm finishing my GED on May 28. So good luck everyone. So long--
                                                                                                 INDICA
\/ \/ \/ Yup :)