Well today's been a dozy. With emotional ups and downs. I'm learning how to drive and I honestly think it's more stressful for my parents than for me.
         One minute I'm so anxious I think I could die and then (thank you to these people) everything feels a lot better.
         In 2015 I'm going to have play my cards close to hand. I'm going to have to use delicate precision. It's going to be tough and I got to stay focused. Or I'm gonna drop the ball.
        I hope this is the year I get into college, I hope this is the year I get a boyfriend, I hope this year I'm braver and I live up to my full potential. I gotta stop being scared and letting people push me around. I gotta start really being who I am and not hiding. It's hard but you got to put your foot out of the comfort zone. Just a little at a time. Crawl out of that dark hole. Just a little at a time. It's hard, but you'll look back and be amazed you ever were that person, caught in that web, that dark spot. You'll know how far you've come and how far you have to go, but it will feel so much better :)
              Down below drinking water for new years eve. Yup, it's real water.
              Also in other new I made a teeny tiny book read it at Wattpad. (I really hope that link works.)
                                                                                                 Signing off,
                                                                                                 INDICA
\/ \/ \/ Yup

Okay, hellooOoo.
                So wow, today looks much sunnier. Yesterday I was a little upset. Today I've found out a few things that make my world look a little brighter. I still need to do a little research though.
               The boyfriend front looks a brighter, too. LOL. Wish me the best--
                                                                                                     INDICA
Yup \/ \/ \/
                                              P.S. Sorry for the super                                                                                     short posts. 

               Anger is not always the best way to go about things. But it's sometimes the only way to get things done.
                                                                                                Over and out,
                                                                                                INDICA
Yup \/ \/ \/
               

                Feel kinda sad tonight. Thinking about a lot of things. How I'm always too afraid, and of how the times when my fears came true.
               Damn for a phobic person it happens a lot. To other people it probably wouldn't, and I wonder why I'm the exception. People have a way of making my phobic fears come true. That doesn't give me an excuse though. I can't let my fears come true. I have more of the potential to do that then any other person. We all do, it may be them, but we're responsible too. So here's to out growing fear. It may to painful; but we've all got to stretch our wings :)
                                                                                                   Signing off,
                                                                                                   INDICA
                                                     
Yup \/ \/ \/

               Rainy day.
               I'm watching a Matthew McConaughey movie today.
               Christmas went okay. I've had better ones. It just didn't feel like Christmas. I've been working on my tumblr blog. It's completed and I added some poetry. It looks nice. You can see it at indica3026.tumblr.com. Follow Me!
               In other news I look super cute today.
                                                                                                  Signing off,
                                                                                                  INDICA
Yup \/ \/ \/

               

                  Merry Christmas peoples of this universe. I've been spending a lot of time on my blogs. Blogger blog, my tumblr blogs. My tumblr blog is still under construction, but I've done some nice work on this one. Please tell me if anything is wrong or if there are any ways I can make it better.
                    In other news family is hella.......hella hellacious. You know what I mean. This Christmas eve is finishing up nicely, but the start was hellacious. I know Christmas will be awesome so it kinda balances it out. So Yay.
                   Merry Christmas you guys (my Mom is calling me.)

I'm Scared

              It's only 9:51 and I'm dead. What a morning.

              No, really, it is awful. This day is the worst ever.

              I'm really scared to see 7:51.

              I't terrifying.

              What a day.

No really this is a fake colorized picture of me--my shirts really blue.

By the way I've been thinking a lot about treasure hunting here lately, and other seaie stuff. Maybe I need to go to the coast :) 

              Oh well, over and out--

                                                                                                  INDICA

Yup \/ \/ \/