Doing Better

     

In short I've been doing better. Someone told me recently I should make things what I wanted them to be. That in itself doesn't sound like a very revolutionary idea. I definitely still have bad days. I still get lonely. However, recently, I had the thought that I wanted to start embracing the good sides of my life more. It's shocking how much the little (doable) changes help. I've been trying to change my perspective a little, too. I tend to be kinda negative; maybe a little gloomy. While, I'll always have a melancholy side, maybe it's better to try to see the good things. To have good evenings. Good weekends. To make it what it what I want. To add a little color. 

     I've been decorating my apartment and collecting ideas to do over time. I've cleaning and organizing and trying to see people (as safely as I can in these days). The above gif is one of my favorite Fun. songs (it is a little gloomy). I love alternative music. So if you have any good alternative music suggestions send them my way. 

I wrote this a little while back. I'm gonna post it today. I'll try to have another one up shortly with some exciting life updates...Byeeee.

Indica 

 

Arctic Monkeys

             I can't really thing of a song today. So I'll put "Mad Sounds" by the Arctic Monkeys. It's kinda sad but I really like it. I also like the concept. Like Mad World, Mad Love, Mad Sounds (good music). lol It would almost make a good tattoo. lol Arctic Monkeys is one of my favorite bands in general anyway :) This is a live version. I couldn't really find any other versions. This is awesome though :)
           

            So long--
                                                                                                                                        INDICA

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Holding Onto You

           This is just a really cool song. A pretty interesting girl introduced it to me recently. I've had a really rough week, but I'm doing well. Just remember to do whatever makes you happy, and people aren't perfect. I'm not sure this song matches my mood right now but it's a damn good song to listen to anytime.

             Most people listen to 21 Pilots but I think this is one of their slightly less listened to songs. Idk. LOL

                                                "Remember the moment

                                                 You know exactly where you're goin'
                                                 'Cause the next moment before you know it
                                                 Time is slowin' and it's rolling still
                                                 And the windowsill looks really nice, right?
                                                 You think twice about your life
                                                 It probably happens at night, right?

                                                 Fight it, take the pain, ignite it
                                                 Tie a noose around your mind

                                                 Loose enough to breath fine and tie it

                                                 To a tree tell it, you belong to me, this ain't a noose
                                                 This is a leash and I have news for you
                                                  You must obey me"

                 

                                     
                This are my favorite lyrics ever to this song. If you haven't listened to it you just have too.                   Anyway have a great day. So long--
                                                                                                                                          INDICA
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Having a Good Day

                  This song just kinda suits my mood today.....

                   

    I really do like these guys though. They make really cool music. I've been listening to a lot of cool music lately. I'm on break right now and I feel so happy. I'm having such a great time. I went walking today and tried to catch some pokemon. I did't catch very many, but I got a ton of pokeballs and other stuff. I walked one and 1/3 of a mile in the park, and then maybe a half mile in town. 

 Not much else is going on. I'm almost finished with Lost and I think I've discovered most of the secrets. I won't tell you any though. lol And in other news I finally bought a truck. So I'm having a great time and I hope you are too :) So long--

                                                                                                                      INDICA

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Abracadabra

              Hey guys, I was thinking and I was thinking what song could I do today. And I thought of a song I was just listening to "Abracadabra". It is wonderful. You might of listened to it before. You might've listened to all of these. lol But even if you have, maybe not all of them, or maybe I'll just remind you of good songs. lol
             My life's been going pretty well. Not without it's down moments, but pretty well. Keep your finger crossed for me. Anyway have a great day. So long--
                                                                                                                                    INDICA

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Gone by Jr Jr

             Hi guys so school has started back and I'm off break. I'm actually really glad. I just keep screwing up my life during break. Plus when break happened, I was right in the middle of something I needed to finish, so I'm working on that now. I've been listening to a little more rock and a little less indie. But I still love my indie so today I pick Gone by Jr Jr. It's a really cool song and I think it pertains to all kinds of people and all kinds of situations. The legs sliding off the people is a little weird but it is a really cool song :)
            I hope you have a really great day, So long--
                                                                                                                                    INDICA

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4th of July

                 Good morning peoples of this universe. I hope you had a wonderful and peaceful 4th of July. Peaceful because the kinds of people you encounter on holidays. LOL I went to a firework show for the 2nd time ever. It was one of the coolest things I ever saw. Don't laugh at that lol. You like fireworks, too. We always bought them when I was a kid. And that's really cool, but I like firework shows too :)
                I've stretched my ears to a 16 guage and I'm going to stretch them to a 14 guage next. I like plugs and stuff but I also really really like regular earring, so I'm trying to compromise. I have no idea what I want. LOL I want a helix piecing but I'm saving money right now so that is a no go.
                I'm hoping to buy a car soon. I've been looking at small SUV type vehicles, so I'm very excited.
                I hope you an awesome day. So long--
                                                                                                                                      INDICA
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